Released on January 1, 2019

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[Intro:]

Yo, the point of this song

Is just to take those things I'm holding inside

All those things I wanna hide

And just let them out

I've gotta release my demons


[Verse 1:]

Tell me how can I work full time?

And still not be able to spare a damn dime

Yeah, I can rhyme but not having much luck

No views today hope this doesn't fuck up

I could upchuck 'cause I'm so sick of bein' broke

Can't afford to maintain the health of my vehicle

People see me and go, "Damn, that's sad

He's still paying rent to tent in someone else's camp"

In someone else's pad, feeling like a burden

Tryna make it out but I'm failing and it's hurtin'

I love y'all more than words can explain

Thank you for the help but I need to obtain

My own domain and pay my own bills

I'm tryna make a mountain, gotta climb my own hills

But these mole hills, I just can't expand

In order to feel whole I need to be my own man


[Hook:]

Inside, crying, hear my demons trying

To escape from thoughts that are just spiraling

Inside, dying, demons right beside me

I've tried hiding but they always find me


[Verse 2:]

So tell me how the fuck can you cope?

You spend life sliding down a slippery slope

You don't want to earn nothing, you'd rather steal

Or risk your fucking life doing stupid drug deals

And you still feel nothing, I want to slap you

I think you're gonna change every time I can't grasp you

I am done waiting for you to never change

I'm done with this chapter, turning to the next page

Tell me what do you see in your reflection?

You see the Devil with them horns, is it pleasant?

People help you, we give you what we don't have

You still gotta steal shit behind our backs

I don't get that, so from now on I'm done

You can't even not lie to your own son

It hurts but realize that I'm living in your shadow

People always think I'm gonna stumble down your path so, I'm done...


[Hook:]

Inside, crying, hear my demons trying

To escape from thoughts that are just spiraling

Inside, dying, demons right beside me

I've tried hiding but they always find me