Released on July 30, 2020

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HOOK

Ain’t nobody gonna fly my plane - but me

Ain’t nobody gonna tell me how to live, unless it’s me

I’ve been letting others drive me for some time but now I’m free

Because nobody knows me better than myself and what I need to be

I’ve been on auto pilot ever since the start

It really hasn’t been that hard

I’m bein’ honest, this a concept that needs to be ripped apart

Mom and dad worked hella hard to give us kids all that we wanted

I know they did it out of love so don’t consider this me taking back their homagе

It’s well deserved and I mean that whole-hearted

But there’s disadvantages to many traits that I’ve adopted

Traditionally speaking schemes were plotted and my time had been allotted towards shit that I would’ve rather disregarded

College - I love to learn; acquire knowledge

But when forced to learn what I don’t like, I’m unresponsive

I didn’t have much of a choice and due to that I lost my voice

I lost my legs that I would stand on when I’d try to make some noise

I lost my poise

I lost all feeling in my soul, man, I was borderline destroyed

Internal voids

I shouldn’t dwell upon the past but I’ll forever be annoyed

Quit wasting time and find a way to live with joy

HOOK

I started smokin’ pretty late compared to most of all my mates

My mother hated weed back then and still does to this very day

She’s come a pretty long way though since she snooped and found an eighth

You know I played it off like I was holdin’ it for homie Jake

But —

Fear isn’t effective when we’re talkin’ case by case

I’ve been a fucker all my life, what makes you think I wouldn’t take a little puff or just a swig when that shit came across my way?

Alcoholics in our blood, I think it’s pretty clear to see

We should be educating and preparing instead of intimidating kids and scaring, I find that method to be more caring

At least in that case they’re aware of the implications which might cause them to appreciate and indulge in the substance safely

Maybe —

The way y’all went about it was too crazy, which is fuel for somebody like myself; rebelling daily

I did what others wanted my whole life, and I almost died, and now it’s time to fly my plane, so go ahead and fuckin’ blame me

HOOK

Because nobody’s gonna fly my plane but me