[Verse 1]
Find yourself in what I say not what I do
Does this sound like you dodging the truth
Stuck on the youth trapped in the mind of innocence
Reminiscence inside of your mind it feels so intimate
And Id be lying if I didn't hint
At the fact that my paps and my moms splits significant
An angry Malcolm in the middle of it
ADD won't lemme sit way too young to let me sip
How to cope
16 learned how to smoke
Circle of folks toking the potent potion they twisted
THC got me so lifted
They threw me the oop I dunked they assisted
My addiction addicted to licking swisher
Not too loud I whisper my momma is in here
Hiding the bud like pull overs after a pickup
Tryna workout life's hiccups like sit-ups
[Hook]
Maybe catch me on my come down
But that's just something I don't want now
Started from the bottom but I'm on now
Everybody judging like I'm on trial
Quick to call me up like I'm on speed dial
Just leave me a message I'm gone be here a while
Lotta niggas that I ain't seen in a while
Bet they prolly tell me that I'm different right now
[Verse 2]
But I'm still the nigga that stole from stores witcha
Kicked the one and wonder what we fighting for nigga
Hov and Big and Nas on the porch
Or the courts till curfew fuck keeping the score nigga
Just needed some time to find me
Hope you find yourself
(Repeat 2x)
I think about the skies and why they colored blue
Racist fuckers tanning in the summer so you colored too
Wasn't you telling me that the sky was my boundary
But I can see stars in the dark fore I go to sleep
I know that shit gets crazy and you feel like things are fading
Bout to take that last breath
Last seconds ticking all the water at your neck
Spent your last cent and still waiting on that check
And IRS is claiming that
Hold steady smoke the headies no Reggie it make you think slow
Match it with some niggas we connected through this cosmos
Still a kid wishing on the wandas and cosmos
Find me on the rise with some riders that I know
Told cudi he was strange
Told wiz too
Feeling like I'm Kendrick smoking like Wiz do
When I get my money ima blow that shit like tissue
I just gotta find myself I hope you find you