SIBYL

By Juzo

On ANIMA 01

Released on January 15, 2021

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[Verse 1: Rhomar Jessy]

I’m a sculpture

Tryna run away from the vultures

Yeah, man I love my culture

But I question if it’s a gift or a curse though

I’m a slave to my upbringing

Then saved from the depths of my sinning

Huh, now I spend my life singing

Can’t quite find any other kind of feeling

Growing up I was judged

Too different for the rest of them

A skinny part of the spectrum

But I muscled it out my ligaments

And my tendons have intended it

To help, love, and represent

Asian American with a driven approach

I’m tailor made by a deity I’m knitted to boast, yeah

Wish I could go back in thе past so I can see

The truest of my kin and my family

Sold at a price but adoption was a part of me

So I adopted holy riches as my lottery, yuh

[Interlude: Sample from Psycho-Pass]

携帯型心理診断 鎮圧執行システム ドミネーでタ一起動しました

ユーザー認証 常守 朱 監視官 公安局刑事課所属


[Verse 2: Juzo]

Yeah, man I feel so out of place

All I know is this outer space, alien in this synagogue

Everybody here thinks I’m so deranged, my God

They act fake cause they don’t wanna deal with me

Making light of the dark that’s real to me

And it hurts when their words don’t feel for me

Tryna move from the pain that’s still in me

Black nails for my black heart, defined as my past wrongs

Thought I wouldn’t be judged for my sickness

All I wanted was a little acceptance

But I guess I got used to the distance

Since a kid I’ve been down with the misfits

I don’t wanna be here no more, wanna be on my own

Oh Lord, they say love but they love to throw stones, damn

Too much stigma painted on me

I done had enough shame weighted on me

Why they gotta be hating on me, yeah yeah

I just wanna be understood

‘Stead they only care about my baggage

Top down I be feeling rejected

Locked down in the void outcasted