Verse 1:

More weed , more pills

To remember how to feel

Another week , another year

I'm still living in hell

The memories really kills

Even though I learned some skills

What doesn’t it mean life , what doesn't it mean

I'm thinking how will I spend my last year

Hook:

This is not how the things were supposed to be

I’m trying to fix them all

If I slept forever will you cry for me

Or u won't be even in funeral ?

Verse 2:

I'm back to be depressed yeah

I'm back to cigarettes yeah

Heart attack , all of my nights r like a heart attack

Fighting back , I don't really care about fighting back

All what I'm saying is fuck that

I'm not looking for revenge

Hook:

This is not how the things were supposed to be

I'm trying to fix them all

If I slept forever will you cry for me

Or u won’t be even in funeral ?

Bridge:

Will you cry for me (ohhhhhhh)

Now i’m flying high (ohhhhhh)

This is not how the things were supposed to be

I'm trying to fix them all

If I slept forever will you cry for me

Or u won’t be even in funeral ?

Hook:

This is not how the things were supposed to be

I'm trying to fix them all

If I slept forever will you cry for me

Or u won't be even in funeral ?