[Verse 1]

Never understood just how much I hate

Every time I think about it, I see how my fate

Will end, then I can't get it off of my mind

I try to draw the line cause I don't wanna live this kinda lie

I don't wanna life a Miserable Life

[Chorus]

They want me to feel proud

Of myself, but the hatred's so loud

And clear, I wish all my fears would just disappear

And leave me alone for a while here

In the front of my mind, I try to trick myself into thinking "this is all just pretend"

Who fucking cares? I just want this miserable life to еnd

[Verse 2]

Never understood just how much I took for grantеd

The people I loved who I took advantage

Of, I deserve to not be able to speak

I feel so fucking weak, so motherfucking weak

Life is something I can't keep up with anymore

Here I am, living a miserable life, dying on the floor

[Chorus]

They want me to feel proud

Of myself, but the hatred's so loud

And clear, I wish all my fears would just disappear

And leave me alone for a while here

In the front of my mind, I try to trick myself into thinking "this is all just pretend"

Who fucking cares? I just want this miserable life to end