Released on May 22, 2020

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[Chorus]

Yeah

Currently depressed

I was never what they wanted

Now I'm drunk, 3 AM

You ask me why am I running

I'm fucked up, at least I admit it

Suicidal, little bit, but dammit I'm living


[Verse 1]

Take that bottle

To the face

I hit shit when I get faded, it's okay

Lately, I can't listen to what you say

'Cause I'm in too deep for a changed decision

To cry for help

I'm venting on my notes

Death breathing on me, feel the reaper gettin' close

I lost myself and women fill my ego 'cause I can't

See myself the way you see me, get that through your head


[Chorus]

Currently depressed

I was never what they wanted

Now I'm drunk, 3 AM

You ask me why am I running

I'm fucked up, at least I admit it

Suicidal, little bit, but dammit I'm living


[Chorus]

Currently depressed

I was never what they wanted

Now I'm drunk, 3 AM

You ask me why am I running

I'm fucked up, at least I admit it

Suicidal, little bit, but dammit I'm living


[Post-Chorus]

Aye

But dammit I'm living, I'm living

Dammit I'm living, I'm living

I fucked up, yeah

Aye


[Verse 2]

I got the spins, can't think now and I make my way to that bridge

Look down, ask God is it really fine if I live?

Never thought I would be here

But dammit, this where I'm at

I can't die yet on my own terms

Thanking God that I came back


[Chorus]

Currently depressed

I was never what they wanted

Now I'm drunk, 3 AM

You ask me why am I running

I'm fucked up, at least I admit it

Suicidal, little bit, but dammit I'm living


[Chorus]

Currently depressed

I was never what they wanted

Now I'm drunk, 3 AM

You ask me why am I running

I'm fucked up, at least I admit it

Suicidal, little bit, but dammit I'm living


[Post-Chorus]

Aye, yeah

But dammit I'm living, I'm living, I'm living

Dammit I'm living, I'm living

Dammit I'm living, I'm living, I'm living

But dammit I'm living, I'm living, I'm living

Dammit I'm living, I'm living

Dammit I'm living, I'm living, I'm living