The things that you want and

The thing that will actually happen are different

And coming to terms with that

Is honestly some of the hardest shit ever and

It sucks because all you can do is move forward

But at the same time, that's what everybody tells you

Everyone's always like "you gotta keep moving forward" but

Being faced with the harsh reality of wanting there to be another way

But that being the only case

I guess it's something that I wasn't really prepared for

And something that I'm not fully prеpared for

I don't know