Yo yo

I just wanna get real for a second

You know it’s just been a lot of stuff running through my head lately

I feel like music is the only way I can get it out the right way

Lets get it

[Verse 1]:

Look, my biggest fear is, putting my heart and spirit in lyrics/

As death makes it’s appearance before the world’s ears get to hear it/

Never make it and famous no premiering and cheering/

No one knows what my name is and the people nearest and dearest/

To me happen to die before they get to see me succeed/

And i never get to give my mom and bro the things that they need/

They’re the reason i breathe, the belief in my dream was my reason to leave/

There’s a problem, wish I could say “just leave it to me”/

My momma’s suffering was the only thing I seen as a teen/

She saw potential in me when i didn’t see it in me/

But it gave me all the tools needed to be the most genius emcee/

That anyone in this nation speaking english has seen/

Justin Freeman is seen almost has a demon it seems/

Cuz i don’t believe in the theme of rapping about meaningless things/

As a matter of fact there’s a guy that i got/

In contact way back that sat for a chat/

And he said it’s a fact that you have to make tracks/

That are wack and bullcrap if you want to make it anywhere rapping/

I snapped. I said i would rather stay underground/

Getting pats on the back than do that/

That’s exactly why people don’t give me dap/

Cuz i won’t choose the monkey way to act for some stacks/

What happened to that? passion and mastered the craft/

See thats what they lack a concept they can’t seem to grasp/

Cuz i was born in 93 left the trailers in 05/

To the place in the northside where you're scrapin' to survive/

Music was my only way to escape it this whole time/

See i was always told to be a darth vader with bow ties/

Translation for slow minds, black man about his business/

I always wanted to be the greatest of all time/

I’ve upgrade from yo kind i’m not adjacent to most guys/

I suppose i’m the rose that rose from the pavement, i’m alive/

I'm not affiliated in cases of no crimes/

But i use hatred as a bases for making a dope line/

If i get a hold of your neck i'm breaking it four times/

Till it’s achin' on both sides no escapin' the .45/

I will make your head vacant and spacious i blow minds/

Turn all of these pigs faces to bacon and pork rinds/

Peal the skin, take it then hangout like clothes dryin'/

I came to earth on a spaceship, my nations from Orion/

My bars advance placement i’m blazing with those rhymes/

And i never been basic with cadence, it's showtime/

And these guys are sweeter than grapes, but once they see the/ bar that i’m raising they gon’ whine been amazing this whole time/

Hold up, got sidetracked let me change it from those vibes/

Justin is too impatient till i make it I’m gon' grind/

See even if i’m in the darkest of places, i’m gon' shine/

And if there’s anybody hatin' i take it i don’t mind, hold up//

Yea…

Just being real…

Let me go back in, though… look..

[Verse 2]:

The studios my time to vent my mama said that i am meant

For greatness all i ever had to do was find my gift

I’ve been rhyming since working overnight from nine to six

Till i am drenched in sweat saving every dime and cent

Cuz i’m tryna get her a house made from the finest brick

With a giant fence i admit i am kind of sick

Of watching her lie and sit inside of the tyrant’s dench

But seeing her son succeed is her only dying wish

Why is it I google faster than any little kid should have to

Playing the role of my mamas husband and my brothers dad too

And thats why I’m making sure i’m doing everything i have to

To make sure they don’t live the life i had to

Getting cash to pay the rent that was past due

And i’m never gonna stop doing rap because i love em

And i don’t know how you just reacted to the way i rapped the rhyme

But i was told that if the raps true, it doesn’t have to rhyme