Insecurity

The shit that make a nigga wanna murder me

The shit that make a nigga act like he never heard of me

The same nigga hearing my style commiting burglary

That shit'll make a nigga get hurt in the third degree

The shit that make me wanna split wigs almost surgically

The shit that make niggas speak to pigs with the perjury

The type of shit they do on "accident" but purposely

The reason businesses don't emerge when thеy're merging things

The rеason that your bitch sucking dick while you're earning things

The reason niggas cheat on they bitch so earnestly

The reason you ain't get promoted working internally

The reason they can deep throat it for eternity

The reason why they watching your posts so observantly

And take everything that you quote so personally

The reason why ratting is accepted more commercially

Cause niggas do the crime but the time is absurdity

Insecurity is weak

Another word for insecurity is unsteady and meek

In their speech, in their walk

In their reach, in their thoughts

They only trying to find their way but really niggas lost

And I done lost my mind twice...not trying to find Christ

Insecure...by how these niggas defined "Nice"

Days and nights I lost sleep trying to find life's

Meaning beyond grieving, scheming for the right price

Bright lights got niggas acting funny over money

But "nobody cares," peace my nigga Sonny

Said it best in a Bronx Tale, the streets and life is ugly

Life's a bitch but the bitch be acting like she love me

At times she also fuck me

But as long as she want me the streets'll always hug me

The streets'll always love me

The beats'll always bump me

These freak fuckin bitches always gonna wanna lust me

The way weak niggas speak with deceit disgust me

Cause niggas can't trust themselves so how they gonna trust me?

I guess that they won't

Insecurity's the reason lotta people losing hope

A lot of people losing doe

A lot of "Do's," lotta "Dont's"

Saying they will, when they ain't got the will and they won't

And most of the time most niggas don't even know

Insecurity creates a black hole in your soul

And fucks up your image

But the one thing I'm confident of, you can fix it

By looking inside yourself and start to listen

Otherwise enjoy that life sentence in your mind's prison