I’m tryna change, for the better

Yesterdays in the past, go getter

I often ask myself why, I ain’t better

Maybe I need more time, but I ain’t got none

I suppress the shame, for a while

I believed I could, for a while

Be a star, I would, for a while

Be the best in the world, for a while

I'm going somewhere, to keep me safe

That’s really nowhere, so when I fall

They want mе to fail, that makes me insane

Thеy don’t want me to bail, so I fall

It’s been like three weeks

I ain’t make no music

Knowing that I lack sleep

Time zones are confusing

I really wanna change but

I just need to find my

No else to blame bro

I lived in fantasy, for a while

Where im someone else, damn, for a while

Really hate myself, damn, for a while

Need to help my damn self, in a while

I'm going somewhere, to keep you safe

That’s really nowhere, so you’ll fall

You want you to fail, that makes me insane

You don’t want to excel, so you’ll fall

I just lack the discipline to make a change

Maybe I’m doomed for life, and I’m to blame

It’s a harder pill to swallow, when im the same

As the 2019 kid that had no name, what

Fuck, You’re shameless

You’ll never, you’ll never

You’ll never be famous

You don't even deserve it

You fucking piece of sh-

Ight

For a while

For a, yeah

For a while, yeah

For a while, uh

For a while

For a, for a while

For a, Forever