Spine is shaped like a crescent moon

And I know deep in my heart that

I don’t deserve you

These realizations hit at the exact same time

As the X-ray technician tells me

To hold my breath and stand behind the line

You are my least favorite side effect

So many stupid moments I'll always regret

It's fucking messy and I miss you and you're messing with my head

Do you mean it or do you always just forget?

And in an instant you know damn well I'd go running right back

I miss familiar, miss your insults

I miss all of the attacks

But I know you tread on eggshells

Tell me what I wanna hear

‘Til I snap again and decide I'm done for another year

My brain feels like it's always filled with something soft

Like blind hope or maybe cotton or a rolled up sock

I use it all, dampen

The sharpness of goodbyes

The knowledge that I'll spend all of my energy averting contact with your eyes

You are my least favorite side effect

So many stupid moments I'll always regret

It's fucking messy and I miss you and you're messing with my head

Do you mean it or do you always just forget?

And in an instant you know damn well I'd go running right back

I miss familiar, miss your insults

I miss all of the attacks

But I know you tread on eggshells

Tell me what I wanna hear

‘Til I snap again and decide I'm done for another year

But I know you tread on eggshells

Tell me what I wanna hear

‘Til I snap again and decide I'm done for another year