lucky as hell - Intellectual

I still wanted you when you were late every time

I still longed for you when you weren't just mine

I waited for you to sort out all of your shit

Then I made my own home

You brought all of it in

I was patient with you when you tried to pick fights

I always forgave you for telling your lies

And I took the fall

Baby, I took the blame

You weren't looking for love

You were seeking escape

So stack up the bodies of people who dared

To care for you fully

To carefully hold

Your fragile attention and opaquе intentions

And oh, not to mention

Your infectious vicе

You would have ruined my life

Now pick up the pieces

The clues that you left

I tried to decipher everything you said

The codenames and mind games and brutal attempts

To win me back over when I knew what's best

And I look at the pictures of me in your grip

You gave me your sickness, it’s so sunken in

And I’m lucky as hell that I saw the light

And jumped off your ship ‘fore you steered into ice

And I'll heed the warnings I found in the cards

And I'll break the patterns of flame-ridden cars

I won't wish the best for you in most honest terms

I wish you get everything

That you

Have earned

That you’ve earned

I wish you get everything

That you've

Earned