Close but never close enough

I've gotta tell you man that this fucking sucks

To check every box but one

Do you think I'm doing this for fun?

I know loving you is dumb

But so am I and I just wanna feel something

We share but never share enough

You say the stars are wrong

You don't know that much

Can't let my feelings slip again

Make you think that I just love you like a friend

Don't know if I would do it all again

I just wish that somehow things were different

You say you'd fall for me if you could

I mean okay but that does me more harm than good

Just keep laying awake at night

Wondering if I'll ever be enough in anybody's eyes