[Judicious]

I hate my life, can’t wait to make it right

I’m aching to get back to me so I can take it straight to Christ

I’m on top of the world, I’m baked the lakes look nice

Hit a great bong, vacate it’ll take you flights

And it hits nice, just wait til you break the ice

Depression sucks, suicidal it’ll stay for life

I can’t rest unless I aim the blade and scrape the knife

Pressure on the vein, blood sprays and fate was right

He’d take his life, wake up and rape his wife

Realize he wasn’t sleeping, take a shot and make it twice

Sipping liquor while gazing at his naked wife

Dead lays the lady who had his children gave them life

I’m too depressed, grab my throat said screw the breath

Choked passed out, fell to hell and ooh there’s death

He said you will never lose this stress

So move it, guess what we got you doing next

You gotta prove the rest of us

That your loose screws are the best of us

My loose screws are too loose for you to re noose ooh, re juice

My brain is racing it’s like I’m better aching for medication

While I’m pacing around patiently waiting for my sedation

Cuz I tasted the perks, grabbed the pill bottle and scraped it

I’m wasted off 3 pills, an eighth of laced weed and a case I faced for me

I’ll rape this beat, take the condom and staple it to your feet

And mark my place that I came for my defeat

Ain’t no way you crazy like me

Insane as he, looks plain but maybe there’s a way he

Can hang with Shady, we crazy, and can say fuck all you who hate me