[Verse 1: N8Ball]

You see we party for a good time, but what's the reward?

'Cause when the night ends we all going home

See I could have a million friends and I'd still feel alone

'Cause I know ain't none of them gonna care if I'm gone

And for those who claim to be the family

And that last line offended you, cuz you know that

When I'm crying you be drowning in puddles too

I pray your love is revealed before the day I parish, ooh

And I hope you discover how much I cherish you

And to you

Fake friend saying you go ride

But end up pulling away like the tide

I need you to keep your distance

'Cause lately I've been on a mission

And right now you probably think that I'm dissing

So before I finish

I need to make a discretion, please remember me

And all these lonely days that I'm stressing

Look at me and take note of the way that I'm dressing

I bought a Bape jacket and I thought I was flexing

But lately I've been staring at my own reflection

And I just made my own projection

'Cause ever sense I stopped comparing myself to everybody else

I started gaining all this fucking momentum

And pretty soon it's gonna be hard to count up all of my blessings

Imma make my old money look like it was in a recession

And you go be right there begging with your hands out

I ain't the man now but it's planned out, and you ain't getting shit

[Chorus: S X R X H]

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it

[Verse 2: Juan Pablo]

Give me shit like I ain’t there for you

When I ain’t ever fucking hear from you

I remember back in high school, I used to always mothafuckin’ cheer for you

Back when people used to fear you

Now I ain’t fucking with the clearview

Smokey windows in the bedroom

Pretty colors in the rearview

Now all I see is the red blazer going in the fucking deep blue

I’ve been distant from everybody, no wonder they ain’t fucking here too

I’m treating friends like an object

Couple pennies in the pocket, five dollars in the gas tank

Nobody in the cockpit

Broken plates in the cabinet, broken cups in the sink

Broken mirrors all over the house that I smashed ‘cause I hate what I see

Extra baggage, extra baggage

Read all a-fucking-bout it

My life is tragic, they were laughing at it

Now I’m tryna cut ‘em out it

I feel like I’m the lonely one

Fuck three friends, I’m the only one

Feel like everybody owe me love

But fuck it, maybe I should show ‘em some

[Chorus: S X R X H]

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it

[Verse 3: Juan Pablo]

Bloody knuckles drippin’ on the floor

Reflection of me that had died before

Broken mirrors, tried to find some more

So I don’t see that other guy no more

Maybe I should give up on it all and face exactly who I have become

Feeling like I’ll never be someone, broken father raised a broken son

It gets hard to look around and see everyone proud to be alive

While I’m just looking down, staring at the ground, try my best to try to hide

I’m everything that I hate, I hate everything that I shouldn’t do

I guess I met my fate when I was passed out on the tile

And I couldn’t move from those pills that put me right to sleep

All these nightmares keep on fighting me

I look at myself and see everything

But no one’s seen this other side of me

So imma break all the mirrors, imma break all the glass

Leave myself with nothing, just pieces of my past

[Chorus: S X R X H]

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it

Now lately I’ve been looking in the mirror

I’m reminiscing, tried forgiving, but it ain’t getting clearer

Fogging up the glass when I’m running from the past now

This is my reflection, ain’t no looking past it