I'm praying for his soul, Lord

You was my road dog

And truly one of the reasons that it was so hard

You held me down when I had nothing but dust

To see you stuck in the same things is leaving me crushed

In my mind, throughout time, I drew a line with you

Coz our hearts have grown apart but please let me share mine with you

I pray these rhymes hit you

Coz we did everything from suffer to grind

I remembered, flipping through my mind's pictures

But now it's different, I can't hurt be be fake

I see you and see through the hurt on your face

But wait, I've been in that place where you feeling your heart's a void

You look at your life and your feeling more dark than joy

But you won't see it 'til you see that you're your own threat

You play the cards you're dealt but dealing from the wrong deck

So I wrote this to say, I love you and all

But my deepest desire is to see you come to the Lord

I love you I do

Love you enough to tell you the truth

Couldn't say it in person, hope its felt from the booth

With every heartbeat, you're still a part of me

I pray that you turn today with each bit of the Lord in me

I know it's hard to see, but God He wants to give you life

Right now you only breath, God He wants to give you life

But you won't find it, if you trusting in things

Trust me, you'll only find it, if you trust in the King

Mama, besides my wife you're the closest person to me, though I lack to express this

Yes I regret it, coz you should know, you highly respected

I love you deeply, and if I had to give you a life description

You're a realist, and a strong woman despite your addiction

I see my need for your forgiveness the more I embrace the Book

Coz I didn't paint the whole picture in this song, come take a look

In fact it was my selfishness and desire for things

That made me resent you and not truly see you as a queen

And I apologize with feelings too sincere to describe

I pray you're hearing my cries, I write with tears in my eyes

For the past years I've cried, the hardest thing in my life

Is to give the gospel to my mother, see you surrender to Christ

Throughout your life you've been through a lot that were heartache and pain

You lost a daughter in the game ma, it's time for a change

It's plain I wrote this to say, I love you and all

But my deepest desire is to see you come to the Lord

I love you I do

Love you enough to tell you the truth

Couldn't say it in person, hope its felt from the booth

With every heartbeat, you're still a part of me

I pray that you turn today with each bit of the Lord in me

I know it's hard to see, but God He wants to give you life

Right now you only breath, God He wants to give you life

But you won't find it, if you trusting in things

Trust me, you'll only find it, if you trust in the King

I write to you both, because I know we rarely had a time to talk

And when we do its hard to say to you what's truly on my heart

I felt pressed by the Lord with a need to address it

Plus if I love you how can I not share with you the gospel message?

It's deeper than you being my mother, bigger than you being my fam

We're talking God, Creator of the seas and the land

Man has a problem with Him coz of our sin

We can't change on our own coz we're in love with our sin

But God sent His Son to live the perfect life we couldn't live

Jesus Christ gave the sacrifice we couldn't give

His arms are open to show you what life's meaning is

There's none righteous, that's why we're in need of His

What's grieving is you don't truly see that He's the treasure

You put your hope in things, they won't bring eternal pleasure

God loves you, I hope you hearing the call

Coz my deepest desire is to see you come to the Lord