[Verse 1: J'sar]
I be sitting on my porch feeling far from home
Got invited to the club yo I’m not going
That’s not my space, though I love the women I meet
I’m thinking on being known as one of the greats
When I was young I heard son sound like Nas
I said nah I’m J aposotrophe S A R
Ron named me Dubb, me I never tried to be a thug
I just hung around the rugged ones, drugs and guns
My mom found pictures and flipped
How could I explain it was a joke amongst friends
When all she had to do was open up a certain shoebox
Then ask if I know what this is, I’d say I do not
She never mentioned how her and my pops
Saw cars in the rearview, circled the block
U-turns and pedal smash to lose tails
Come to find out they both lived lives was too real
I’m a product of love though I felt I never had it
For years cause friend’s parents never felt like a bastard
I’m a product of love though I feel I failed
And if I get the chance to do again I fear I will
Where is the world going, questions about
The president wilding, seventy childish
Unrest everywhere, whites out the closet
It’s more like a dam breaking than a leaky faucet
And right now still, Flint needs all of it
Meanwhile we’re standing on a rock with the
Sioux tribe, you wanna talk about blue lives
Well who get’s justice when who dies
So real I should say it two times
Niggas always worried ‘bout who shines
Will snake you for a dollar when we could’ve split a hundred
The bigger picture, only see a percentage of it
Sell a mill, only see a percentage of it
Or sell your first thousand now you got a bigger budget
You made it up to twenty now shit takes off
Your demo wasn’t it now the label makes calls
And you got leverage you and your team did work
Welcome to the big leagues now it’s time for real work
But politics got you losing love
And them industry hoes got you using drugs
And it’s killing your focus while you lose your buzz
Nah you still feeling high still feeling drunk
But the people ain’t checking for you like they was
And you find love go just as quick as it come