Well I guess I should be flattered
All her guns now trained on me
As if any of us mattered
Here beneath her balcony
And I guess I should be nervous
But I’ve been this way before
It’s a calling, not a service
To be shot down in her war
But this guessing leaves me battered between the front line and the rear
My uniform all tattered
On her razor wire here
So reacquaint my silence
With the echo of her voice
And realize defiance
Was never any choice
And reaffirm my sentence
And reaffix my name
And rearrange repentance
Just to re-avoid my shame
And readjust my posture
With a cigarette half-lit
And redefine the cost here
For daring not to quit
Well I guess I should’ve scattered when that spotlight stopped on me
But there’s a peace in standing shattered right where everyone can see
So let her loose her battle hound
Let everyone here hiss
If I’m down I’m going down
Exactly lit like this
In the ashes, in the spotlight
Let the others all be pissed
If I’m down I’m going down
Exactly lit like this
Lit like this
Lit like this