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Sometimes I can’t handle my emotions
I can’t focus
I can’t work, I can’t eat
Fuck I can’t sleep
I’m so drained
And hate what I became
Though I quit the weed
Quit the nicotine
Stopped drinking daily
So why am I so angry
Yet i’m sad
But i’m glad
But i’m scared that i’m happy
So i’m snappy
But i’m sweet like some candy
But i’m feeling useless like a dandy
I can’t even wrap my head around how I feel
Like i’m confused what the deal
Verse -
Try and post about my feelings
And my past dealings
But i’m told i’m cringy
By friends? But my fans tell me that i’m bingy
What’s the truth?
Do I trust the group
I don’t know
Do got they got it out for me
Or should I just let it be
I can’t trust nobody
No accountability
They hurt me anyway
In bunch a ways
Fuck I don’t get it
But I lovе it
But I hate it
Fuck i’m confused
No wonder why i’m bruisеd
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(Verse 2)
Sick of feeling used
Sick of feeling worthless
Sick of pleasing people
Being a people pleaser really sucks
Like nobody really knows how I feel
I can’t even heal
Heal myself
Always feeling used
Mentally abused
Man nobody gets it
Always want to take away from me
But I always give and give
But it’s suppose to be give and get
Where’s my getting?
Bout to quit my giving
And quit at everything I do
I can’t take this feeling