I don’t think you guys, know about all the expectations that you put on me

And put in my head

I’m trying my best but

My anxiety

My depression

My mental health

It’s going down the drain

All these expectations that I put on my self

Don’t help my mental health

Don’t help my problems, help my issue

Really going through it

But you don’t know about it

Only time I vent

Is when I write

Write to relieve how I feel

Trying to heal

But everyones looking to me for advice

I try not to be bias, but this album will they evеn buy this

I try to help

When I can’t evеn help myself

Y’all don’t know about all the pressure

All the stress, all the anxiety

My depression

I need another therapy session

I need an ear to listen

Scary thoughts in my brain

So much pain

All the ones who left me

Left me to be

Life is such a struggle

I just need a hug or to cuddle

Wrapped up in all this shit

Really taking a toll, taking a hit

Gotta impress everyone on the internet

And i’m getting sick and tired of it

I can’t always be positive

When i’m going through it

But that’s what I really

Built my self on

I need a break

Yeah I need a break

I need a break from life

All these expectations that everyone puts on me

I can’t handle em’, let me be

I’m one person

Chill out before I worsen

I can only take so much

So much, pressure

Already on me

I need some rest

I know that i’m blessed

Blessed with a curse

I feel everyone’s pain

Including my own

But can’t keep on going like this

I can’t keep working like this

I can’t be there 24/7

I’m half asleep already by 11

My family i’m letting them down

I always gotta sneak around

My real friends I ignore

My mind thinking i’m a whore

Last night was a blur

Catch my second wind and fucking till 4

My serotonin levels are all over the place

My problems that i’m too scared to face

Zoloft keeping me numb

Smoking again, fuck i’m dumb

All these exceptions in life

Causing me pain

Causing me stress

Anxiety at an all time

Depression all the way up

You don’t get it

I do this to myself but

I need a break

Yeah I need a break

I need a break from life