Released on July 17, 2017

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Things change so fast

And theres nothing you can do about it

I wish I knew why

Yah

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Waking up stressing

Wishing that I found my blessing

Wishing I could get you back from up above

You where my favorite person that I did love

After you left I felt something in my chest that did left

Wishing you were one of the ones god did kept

I don’t understand

Yeah I never have

I was only seven

Found out my favorite person had to leave me and go to heaven

Never felt so broken

Now I can not open

Im so bottled up

Can not break me

Only break me down

You don’t know what I’ve been though

What I’ve lost

What I’ve put up for stake

What I’ve done and where I’ve been

All of it put myself to shame

Man is life a game

And were the pieces on the playing field

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Yeah, because of my past I can not open

Man I so broken

I love my life

But sometimes its so hard to do whats right

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Gotta be a better person

Alway ending up learning my lesson

Lifes a wild ride

Gotta earn my pride

Figure out myself

Forget about earning wealth

Be happy

Not greedy

Live my life day by day

Push through any possible way

Make my life great

Find my true fate

Pray

And love

Get my girl to stay

Until we get up above

But until then I can not be unlocked

All my pain and thoughts are trapped inside of me and blocked

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Yeah

Why can’t life be easy

Im am always sick and queasy

Feeling like everyone always leaves me

But Happy is all I’m trying to be

I just don’t get it

Like

Yah know

You only get one shot life

But mines really hard

Yeah

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Even person that I ever loved has been taken

Now you wonder why I’m broken

Lifes a twisted game and were the pieces

Now my life shattered and is about to cease

I can’t take much more of what is being thrown at me

Dont you see

Its all a sick game

And we all end up the same

No ones better

Black white purple green or the reader

In the end we all are equal

You don’t see it man you don’t get a sequel

Yeah this is why I don’t open