Another night

I lie awake

I can’t sleep

I can’t eat

I got nobody

Just me inside this body

Thoughts be racing

Can’t stop puking

Man i’m slowly dying

But won’t catch me ever crying

Numb to pain

Numb to life

Buried deep inside

Can’t even tell you the last time that I cried

Just over it all

Like, Is it fall

I can’t stand the heat

Always feeling beat

Mentally drained

Like a lake

There ain’t no life, left in me

Ain’t nobody checking in

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They just let be

Yeah they just let me be

Or pеople just come and go

Whoa

Out the door

Pass mе feeling dead, laying on the floor

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Another night

I lie awake

I can’t sleep

I can’t eat

Demons in my head

Like I just wanna go to bed

But I can’t

They won’t let

Let me go to rest

Haunting me

Taunting me

Downing me

Like let me be

Can’t you see I know

I can’t change the past

Always thinking bout that last

When my mind be racing

Thats depressing

If it ain’t one, it’s the other

Mental illness I can’t take another

I can’t take it

I can’t stand it

I just need to hit the brake

Before I break

I Got so much stress, like

My doctor upped my meds

Told me smoke some more

That’ll help numb the core

Help to just get me by

But man, I wanna fly

Spread my wings

Before I die

So many things

Like I want kids

And a wife

A family and a home

To call my own

I wanna smile

Not be looking down at my bile

On the side the road

Like I wanna grow

Whoa

Another night

I can’t sleep