Chamomile

By J.Pappas

On Chamomile

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[Intro]

I don’t know how to get right

Loose ends still but my tongue tied, I

I don’t where I would be

Without my chamomile tea

At ease

Packed my sword to a gun fight

Ain't no way I could run right now

I don't know what I would need

Besides my chamomile tea

At peace


[Verse 1]

Sent a message to my mother hope she’s okay

Same goes for the bro

Father and the whole gang

I’m just hoping that I’m doing them proud

I know I’m not perfect

Still I’m part of the crowd

Been a minute since I’ve kicked it with no worries around

I know I’m bigger than the shit that keeps on bringing mе down

Lately I’ve been feeling out of it

Gotta calm it down a bit

Haven’t been thе same and lived my life without a doubt

And I’m done

Wish I had control

I just want to flow, keep the pressure on the low

Pushed myself right to the brink

Need some time to think

Like I’m playing Zelda but can’t find the missing link

Means I’m struggling to find myself

Can’t define myself

Having trouble with my feelings and my mental health

But it’s okay

It’s gonna be okay


[Chorus]

So take me by the hand now

This pressure’s got me locked up in a cell

Looking past the leaves falling in the cold

Walking by the footprints in the snow

Sun don’t shine through the brick wall

I'll wait it out just to get more


[Verse 2]

I’ve been missing everything I ever took for granted

I was falling to the floor because I mismanaged

All of my priorities

Afraid of my seniority

I deem myself too stupid to see there’s more to me

Mortifying to be free

Defying my needs, be

Asking a lot expecting no fee

Uh

Everybody got problems

Till they toss em like a rock skipping dots until they drop off some

And if the grass stays green on the other side

Well that’s great

My seasons still change

Tryna fight my way through all those

Rough patches

Dead grasses

Climb my mountains up in fashion

All I need is some time


[Chorus]

So take me by the hand now

This pressure’s got me locked up in a cell

Looking past the leaves falling in the cold

Walking by the footprints in the snow

Sun don’t shine through the brick wall

I'll wait it out just to get more

So take me by the hand now

This pressure’s got me locked up in a cell

Looking past the leaves falling in the cold

Walking by the footprints in the snow

Sun don’t shine through the brick wall

I'll wait it out just to get more

Uh