After 10Pm

By Joshva

On After 10Pm

Released on August 10, 2018

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[Intro]

Sometimes it's better not to, delete their names from your phone

(Crowd reaction)

You have to rather change their names

You change their name to don't answer one

Don't answer, two

Don't answer, three

Don't answer, four

Don't answer, five

Don't answer, six

Don't answer, seven

Don't answer, eight

Don't answer, nine

Don't answer, ten

(Joshva)

Ya'll acting like ya'll didn't know like, like I was the one

Like..i...like, ya'll acting like I don't

I don't walk around here, and I don't puff my chest out

So ya'll don't think... like the boy talk that talk but

It's just understand, I said


[Verse]

Well as a matter a fact I came through, for people just like you, uh

Ahh, you know the type the ones who always be tripping

But never goin book the flight

I said emotions is high

Don't get to talking and doing things outta spite

The only thing that i'm scared of outside of life

Is proving that I was right

And thirty years later we having a conversation

Bout what coulda been

I got no respect for anybody that coulda been

That just means you never did the things that you shoulda did

Still dont got the heart to talk about what we woulda been

I'm just out here tryna navigate what I should attend

And thats all fact, I'm back on track

I'm back on wax, I'm back on task

I'm back on you like young kids going back to school

I'm back to cruel, I'm back to rules

I'm back to dual, I act a fool

I act a tool

Look here I'm the dichotomy of acting school

Still got a couple things I cherish

I steal myself a Clarice, I wish I had a terrace

Two flights back to back to Paris, uh

I found the only way to win

Is to acknowldege every truth I have within

So guess I might as well begin, uh

I guess I might as well begin


[Chorus]

I'm not me after 10 baby

Don't call after

Don't call after 10 baby

I'm not me after 10 baby

I'm not me after


[Verse]

But where's the love in the streets

Out here playing for keeps

I been raising the stakes, out here playing for sweeps

Double kiss on the cheek, Crest smile on the teeth

'Ol girl was a uhh, thats code for a freak

Couple nights I don't sleep, couple words I don't speak

Couple times I tried attenuating the moves

That's a house full of blues, that's a room full full of views

It's like quarter past ten and I got nothing to prove

Oh, so that's the reason why i'm out here acting a fool

Like I ain't got it to lose, like I ain't writing the news

Like everybody don't look to my life and measure the truth

Like I don't know they look to me when they barometer truth

Like im the only one out here that been through something

That been through something

It's like im talking to myself when I get into something

Into something, scratch that im into something

You see the way I talk around it like i'm into nothing

And uh, listen you know that I'll always love you

I wanted proof

I had to say it out loud to figure out if it's truth

I'm divesting my energy into speaking on everything I got to say

My only fear is not being honest with the emotions that I got today

And everybody holds there tongue that is not for me

Cuz west sides in this place like I'm Dr. Dre, uhh

And please hold your reactions

Your over reacting, i'm over your acting

I'm overly active, I know that i'm snapping

I'm taking it back to when, I had a feeling

And things was appealing, and I was appealing to

People concealing, like all of they feelings

They all in they feelings, they scared to reveal 'em

I don't know the feeling

Cuz i'm just a man

My life in His hands, revealing His plans

I know that I can, I know that I can, uhh


[Chorus]

Don't call after 10 baby

I'm not me after 10 baby

I'm not me after