My mind is mental execution

Always falling for illusions

These high times, they never last

Although I let go I'm still in your grasp

I tried and I can't fucking take it

Pray for change but I'm always mistaken

Go ahead, I know my life's wasted

No need to tell me twice

I heard it fine the first time

What does it mean to breathe this air?

Surrounded by souls who've never cared

Afraid to be apart

Some things you only know when you've grown alone

Every step is walking the tightrope

This gamе of balance makes me chokе

Distorted thoughts and tired eyes

I wonder what it's like to feel alive

My mind is deprived inside

Why do I feel so dark in a room of light?

Someday I'll have my time

Until then, I am empty inside

Hello, tortured soul, you are just like me

Confide in these words I speak

They come from true despair

These tales of torture are not from thin air

People do not see

We are not what we claim to be

Smoke and mirrors

Suspended by puppeteers

We were never free

It's only when

You leave that you see

We are not free

Only when we leave

Then we will see

Their lies were our dreams

It's only when

We leave that we see

We were not free

Own the air we breathe

Like an item

I am more than this

From the gutter

Into stableness

All without you

Will I live again?

What happens when

We close our eyes

For the last time?

Will I see your face

Or empty space?

Lost in nothingness

Becoming less

As I day dream

Of wind in trees

I remind me (I remind me)

There is something

Lingering inside

No more lies

I am realizing (Realizing)

I'm still not free