[Chorus: Josh A]

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

[Verse 1: Josh A]

I wasn't prepared for you to leave the earth

Ain't no way that was you inside of that hearse

I forget you're not here sometimes

I call out your name and that's when I realize

I'll never get to see you again in this life

You'll never be there to wipe the tears from my eyes

I don't even know anymore

I don't even know anymore

I drink away the pain pourin' more

I swear there's so much that I wanted to tell you

So much that I wish you could see

Like how as a person I grew

Or everything that I achieved, yeah

Lookin' all around but

Only you're not there

If there's a God, and there's a heaven I pray you're up there

Hardest lesson ever learned is that life ain't fair

But even though that you're gone, I know you're somewhere like

[Chorus: Josh A]

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

[Verse 2: BionicPIG]

How long has it been since the last time we spoke

This room is so empty without you so close

My brain's been playin' with me lately I think I see you there

But it's just me alone

I wish I could've been there

For you more than what I did before you left here

I can't shake these thoughts

I can't shake these thoughts, nah

And I think I hear your voice

Within everything I never had a harder of a choice

Do I stay here?

Do I stay strong?

Do I be gone?

Do I move on?

Or do I wanna stay in your arms?

Will I ever get to say I'm sorry?

Will I ever get to say I'm sorry? Yeah

[Chorus: Josh A]

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A & BionicPIG]

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A]

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

Since you died

All I do is drink and cry

Only way to numb the pain

I escape from my chains now

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