[Chorus]

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved

I try new things, but I can't change

I pray forgiveness for my ways

I wish that you would call me back

But you left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine

Left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead

[Verse 1]

Feeling fucked up, I cannot escape

Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great

Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements

But, if I'm being honest, I hate this

Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly

Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me

But I've been getting wasted every night

Can't bare being alive

[Pre-Chorus]

I try so hard to numb the pain

You found yourself, I can't relate

I sabotage, burn everything

I don't want this no

[Chorus]

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved

I try new things, but I can't change

I pray forgiveness for my ways

I wish that you would call me back

But you left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine

Left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead

[Verse 2]

Yeah let down the ones I depend on

I can't bare this I might end it all now

Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on

Let the water take me tonight

I try so hard just to please you

Sometimes I wish I could be you

Normal life, yeah I want it right back

And I, might make this my last time now

[Pre-Chorus]

I try so hard to numb the pain

You found yourself, I can't relate

I sabotage, burn everything

I don't want this no

[Chorus]

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved

I try new things, but I can't change

I pray forgiveness for my ways

I wish that you would call me back

But you left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine

Left me in the darkness

I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead