SO? - Intellectual

[verse: jordanisdead]

Yea, i been driving for an hour now

The road is looking dark, i guess the power out

I miss when this building right here was our house

We had to blossom, i guess that we’re flowers now

We looked similar as seeds

As we sprouted, and got crowded, you don’t look the same to me

I don’t look the same to you, i can’t explain to you

Now i aim and shoot, i guess i changed, it’s true

Beaten, battered, brutalized, attempt to just see through your eyes

Used to joke about death, and i guess that it grew true with time

Haunted by the bleeding lights, i guess i don’t need to fight

The way i’m driving looks like it’s another sleepless night

I just passed the place we met, i stopped to pay respects

To say we dug this trench, is really that a stretch?

I once was articulate but now i can’t express

There’s so much that i was clawing to confess

Fantasize the taste of blades, i can’t erase the haze

And if you ever ran away, i’m not the one to chase

And if the situation flips, i don’t expect you to

So don’t neglect the truth, i can rest a destitute

You made it obvious that there’s no besting you

So why compete or argue when there’s less to prove?

Everyone around me, slits my wrists, in attempts to better me

Exhaust my fumes and i don’t got the energy

I’m so tired, i’m so tired

Maybe i won’t see a world where i can be admired

Maybe these will just be places to me now

Maybe they will face me if you proud

I see your shadows in my hallways

My soul can’t be severed from yours and that’s always

Hallucinations of you in the doorways

Premonitions, i can’t ignore wait

I don’t give a fuck, i will give it up

I don’t give a fuck, i know i’m not enough

I don’t give a fuck, i will give it up

I don’t give a fuck, i know i’m not enough

Everyone within my life, always thinks that they are right

Cuz i’m not one to confront, i’m not confident enough

I guess i’m always wrong

But i’d rather be wrong, then our relationship be gone

I doubt you feel the same

Expired lighters douse the flame