Verse 1:

Wake up good afternoon

Stay out whole month of June

I swear i’ll come home soon

How are you?

Is mom okay?

Oh, i tried my best to

Oh, but it’s your turn to

Be

Hook 1:

Texting me, yea they texting me

Are you alright? are you alright?

I won’t let them see, i won’t let them see

Im not alright, im not alright

Verse 2:

Euphoria, shaped by calamity

A warrior draped in his vanity

Decorated with the trinkets that represent lineage, me and my family

If i could fight, swore i would try

I tell myself, im not tryna hide

Months ago, i waved my hand with a smile but i have yet to say goodbye

Meds can save his life, i hope

They have yet to try, i don’t

Think that i can take it, if he doesn’t make it

Put on a smile that says im the bravest

Lie to myself and im lying to you

Punching the wall, and denying the truth

Open the door, i can not do it

Unless he is there, i will jump through it

Hook 1:

Texting me, yea they texting me

Are you alright? are you alright?

I won’t let them see, won’t let them see

Im not alright, im not alright

Bridge 1:

I can’t go back to that place

I can’t

I can’t go back to a place he used to-

Verse 3:

I can’t go back to that place

I can’t go back to that place

I can’t go back to that place

I can’t go back to a place

Where he is not

I can’t go back to that place (run for now)

I can’t go back to that place (run for now)

I can’t go back to a place (run for now)

Where he is not (now)

Hook 1:

Texting me, yea they texting me

Are you alright? are you alright?

I won’t let them see, won’t let them see

Im not alright, im not alright

Bridge:

Between the time before and after

You were in my life, echoed laughter

Everyday for the rest of mine

You won’t be here, my test of time

Outro:

I can’t go back to that place

I can't go back to that place

I can’t go back to a place

Where he is

Gone