APOLOGIES - Intellectual

[verse: jordanisdead]

I remember, i became cut off

Like i shut off, now the love lost, and the trust gone

Easily passionate, vulnerable, suffer love, open cuts

And honestly, it’s on my sleeves

I’m sorry, no revealing it’s too late

Blood paints the ceiling

Now i am free, apologies

Apologies, to all i leave

They hate to see, when i am free

Cleanse my wounds, i assume

That i am doomed, so i will bloom

In solitude, my molecules

Are volatile, impossible

Colorless, cover this

Injury, lost еnergy

Fabricate a smile, and i know it’s been awhilе

Since you seen or heard from me, i really don’t mean to be vile

There’s a predator within the shadows of this tall grass

Too many wounded soldiers and i recommend we fall back

Do you not see it? (see it) do you not feel it? (feel it)

I feel that we’re in danger, how can you be fearless?

I can barely leave the house, i barely see the clouds

I’m fearful of the sun and wind, just keep the curtains down

The fruits of my garden, the truth i can’t harness

Shoot for my target, my youth that has fallen

I am overwhelmed, too paralyzed to bloom

I’m stocked at the helm, please sterilize my wound

I’m so sorry to leave you just with a fucking empty womb

My home awaits me on the other side, please send me soon

Too far gone, you can’t save me in the mazes

Never been one for explaining, so all that i can just say is