[Chorus]

I don’t

Think that

It would

Matter

If you

A saint

They would

Rather

Form o-

Pions

You just

Have to

Put your

Self first

And them

After

[Verse 1]

The few who vouch for me are the main ones proud of me

The CREW around me are the same ones who challenge me

I’m slowly coming back to life, but I’m still encountering

Unhealthy relationships ‘cause I’m no good at balancing

Paranoia and common sense

When to stand down and when to assert my dominance

You think that I’m an asshole ‘cause of my confidence

Arrogance and cockiness

Never had a conversation with me but you’re positive

That I think I’m a God, or even worse, believe it

If you hate me I just pray it’s for the right reasons

Because I never make excuses for the people I mistreated

Not everything has a deeper meaning

I could give to the homeless and the needy and keep it a secret if I just don’t think that the whole world should see it

But you would see me as soulless and conceited from the things you’ve been hearing and believe it ‘cause it’s more convenient

And I don’t get it

[Chorus]

I don’t

Think that

It would

Matter

If you

A saint

They would

Rather

Form o-

Pions

You just

Have to

Put your

Self first

And them

After

That’s how it go, right right right

It’s just the way it goes

Everybody think they know

Everything there is to know

From what they was told

They believing what they heard

And never what you show

[Verse 2]

I’m not a man of many lies, I’m a man of many sides

If I love you, you will never see the ones I choose to hide

I said fuck relationships once I saw that all the ties

That come with it just don’t suit me, I’m just a casual guy

You ride the wave out ‘til I decide to turn the tide

And you pissed that when you bitch at me you never get a rise

‘Cause I don’t play games, no, if anything you’re playing mine

What amuses you, bores me I don’t got time

All that fake outrage is outplayed

Anxiety creeps ‘til I feel my failures outweigh

All my successes. I tell these people about me

Then I regret it. ‘Cause one day they will surround me

And not consider

All of the good I have done

What I could mean to someone

They see the man that I am

And not the man I’ll become

They only speak of my sins

Ignore the good that I do

And see a hole in my heart

But that is just half the truth

See I never needed you to validate all my views, I

Do, not give a fuck about what they think is cool, I

Choose to love myself and yet these bitches assume, I’m

Rude but let’s address the elephant in the room, I

Was a bit confused as to what the hell you waiting on

Until I heard a familiar response from my inner voice

You’re all flair, killing just ain’t in your nature, boy

I got high standards, what you think she working on her figure, for

Like woooo

You don’t know what I been through

I just find it funny how I feel the same as you

When you’re feeling like a Legend everybody approves

But when I place myself higher, everybody concludes

That my ego’s in the way

Or I’m slandering your name

Or I’m always throwing shade

I’ve been distant nowadays

Or I believe I got it made

Like I’ve never felt some pain

But even if I told my story

Your opinion wouldn’t change

[Chorus]

I don’t

Think that

It would

Matter

If you

A saint

They would

Rather

Form o-

Pions

You just

Have to

Put your

Self first

And them

After

That’s how it go, right right right

It’s just the way it goes

Everybody think they know

Everything there is to know

From what they was told

They believing what they heard

And never what you show