[Intro]

Wake of destruction

I stand naked in public

Exposing all of my secrets

While inviting my demons

To come and drown me in substance

So I'm unconscious to fuck shit

Unaccustomed to customs, plus I'm so awkward at functions

I here you telling me something, but my mind's in a gutter

Ever since you left, I've noticed that I'm blind to the color

All I see is black, I only see light when I utter

Your name, covers me from the constant attack that I'm under

[Verse 1]

When shit hits the fan

I'm the one who must suffer

Taking bullets for bitches who leave me out in the thunder

And the pain that I'm in

I know I'll never recover

Got my back to the wall and I can see I'm outnumbered

With everybody against me and predicting

That my life could just somehow go back to normal

Like she didn't leave my empty, like she didn't leave me trembling

At the thought of her missing from my life

Don't try to tell me that I can make it right

Because I know for a fact that she's the one my heart is calling

But she hung up, now I'm strung up and it feels like I am falling

Terrified to be a man because my father never taught me

Now I don't know how to deal with all this pain that has been clogging

Every one of my thoughts lately

I'm pacing, my heart is racing

I'm falling behind and always had a fear she would replace me

With someone better than me, 'cause Lord knows I'm not good enough

When better is possible, sometimes good is just not enough

[Chorus]

Tried to wait

For the day

I wouldn't have to feel this hurt

But it got worse

Never been so afraid

For shit to change

So when did this fear emerge?

I'm killing girls

Who always tried throwing shade

And playing games

Fuck around and burn the Earth

And burn this world

If that means you'd find your way

Find your way

Back to me inside this church

Inside this church

Tell you I got somethin'

[Verse 2]

Somethin' I got somethin' I got somethin' for these mothafuckas

Load the chopper up and let it sing all through this mothafucka

Look to your neighbor and say, "Neighbor, he ain't playing, is he?"

Look to your neighbor and start praying he don't come and get me

On God, I'm going Dylan Roof if I don't see my baby

It's been a month, it feels like years, I swear I'm going crazy

Don't try to tell me I need prayer because that shit don't phase me

If anything, I'll ask the Lord why he ain't come and save me

He could've warned me, or even showed me

Like, a vision or a dream like how he did with Jacob

But, instead he gets his laughs off of tragic breakups

And watching me go through these trials and these tribulations

As if my downfalls are arranged for your entertainment

I swear I'll bite my fingers off if I can't fill the spaces

Between them with yours

Without you, I don't have as much meaning

You took my break away, so without you, there's no point of me breathing

I'll put a bullet in my brain, you've given more than a reason

I pray you wake up from your sleep at the sound of me screaming..