[Intro]
I used to have more confidence until it
Became just a sign
To celebrate
Traces of what we used to be
Postpone the inevitable
But yesterday can take more than it can achieve
When will you realize
It's too late?
[Breakdown]
(Woah)
Confront the truth
Confront the truth
I need
(I want it, more, more)
(Until I can't breathe)
(I cannot breathe)
(I cannot breathe)
(How can I?)
[Verse 1]
I cursed my
Own words with those first tries
Rewardеd with a "now"
That I can only perfect
I know that an end isn't fair whеn you're still at the door
I've been playing pretend this isn't the change I've been looking for
'Cause if every time's a last time, maybe I'm not worth a forever and
Still I'd spend Friday nights chasing another "next time it'll get better"
But...
[Chorus]
This is that moment when I break my promises just to move on
Forgiven or forgotten, whose lie will you be a part of
When I'm calling for you?
I keep my best check-ins haunting places I've never been
And I think I saw you try, just to get one more new beginning
[Post-Chorus]
But I was calling for yo-(ah)
[Verse 2]
It's a long ride
Watching from the window
And had I made that false memory
My place, it wouldn't have saved me, though
Something tells me you haven't stopped
Caring, but without a common place
It's hard for you to imagine me in the landscape
I know there's nothing quite like this itch
'til it starts to bleed
[Bridge]
(But it's too late now)
Lights! (Cameras, etcetera)
I don't think I am brave enough to have enough
I'm far from being my only spoiler
Sometimes I even fear that this is all
That keeps me whole
The whispers are getting louder
(This has to be that moment)
(This has to be that moment)
[Chorus]
So, this is that moment when I break my promises just to move on
Forgiven or forgotten, whose lie will you be a part of
When I'm calling for you?
I keep my best check-ins haunting places I've never been
And I think I saw you try, just to get one more new beginning
[Post-Chorus]
But I was calling for you
Calling, calling
Ahh
[Outro]
One step towards yet another door
Go ahead and leave your skin on the floor
For now, it's just
A bittersweet need to put
Oneself first
I know that nothing makes sense now
You can't understand any of this
And maybe that's for the best