Released on August 16, 2019

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[Verse 1: JOHO]

I know I try

But I can’t even lie

I’m not through with you

I go outside

Stare up into the sky

Watch it do what it do

When lighting strikes we all fall down

Even trees when you’re not around to hear the sound

And I fell pretty hard and now I’m scarred

And I keep on falling, girl, but now it’s apart

Rain falls from the sky aimlessly

But the rainbows after just don’t feel the same to me

I guess the opener isn’t who we came to see

I know (I know), I know (I know)

Try to hide it but my attitude is plain to see

And I can’t go on existing, living angrily

But acting cool with everything just seems insane to me

I know (I know), I know (I know)


[Hook: JOHO]

Ooh I’m not trying to seem bitter

And I’m doing all I can to forget her

Giving my best fake smile has got me set up to lose

But I’m scared to refuse

Ooh I’m not trying to seem bitter

And I’m doing all I can to forget her

Giving my best fake smile has got me set up to lose

But I’m scared to refuse


[Verse 2: Kaylie King]

I see you there and you don’t even care

You’re not feeling it too

And I’m wondering how

How can you hurt me from across the room?

I guess to everybody I still look the same

But believe me, baby everything around me has changed

And I’m trying hard to pin it down in this space

But my mind is flying all over the place

I can feel the brazen sky looking down on me

And I’ve lost my way among the rocks and the weeds

I know you’re not the one who has to comfort me

So I’ll go, I’ll go and let you leave

Maybe if I hadn’t started so eagerly

This wouldn’t have to end so bitterly

But it’s the way that things turned out to be

So I know, I know I’ll watch you leave


[Verse 3: Maxgotthetracks]

Sipping, smoking, sleeping

I still see her

I don't need it

I don't want her

I want closure

I feel bitter

This is over

Lost hope, but I ain't lost feelings

Lost my appetite I'm not eating

Lost sleep 'cause I'm not dreaming

Lost everything, I still needed

Sipping, smoking, sleeping

I still see her

I don't need it

I don't want her

I want closure

I feel bitter

This is over

Lost hope, but I ain't lost feelings

Lost my appetite I'm not eating

Lost sleep 'cause I'm not dreaming

Lost everything, I still needed