[Verse 1]

I been a part of bitter wilds

Picked a card from a deck when you said and got a smile

Kinda melancholy, like we're at a funeral

You're tryna tell me somethin' and I'm tryna keep my cool

It's the usual, I been a misanthrope throwin' fire at a throne

Wildly switching between certainty and just walking home

Certainly I'm not alone, usually a loner though

Only only 'cause the kid is rushin every noble kneeling prone

Needin the edge or it's not, cool, I accept what i got

Louder than most of your favorite rappers, I carry a plot

I wake up feeling like the end is upon us

I guess I'll go down swingin' and slingin' lead, it's a promise

I mean, I recall a cop sayin' keep your nose clean

Like we're on the same team, can you believe?

It's simple, I do everything within its own context

The prospects are null, the voidspit is atomic

[Post-Verse]

I always wake up feelin' like I'm still asleep

Got a chronic case of thinkin' that the world's on repeat

[Chorus]

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather

[Verse 2]

Shit's strange, I could talk about it for days

I think i might be crazy in a light green haze

I'm in the prime of my life but I'm feelin' closer to death

I need to rest in whatever hotel I see next

And slow down, I'm tryna get lost for a minute

By the end I'll be stuck in a syllable mid-sentence

All trippin' on it like biblical verses to Christians

I'm not a disciple, I am a defendant

Get it? Sometimes I start to feel like a skrull

The only one thats not or a composite of both

I been partyin' hard, I been keepin' friends close

While I'm self-medicating with rap at high doses

Ooh, just got a text from a friend, it

Read that lately she's been to depressed and

I said, "I'm here no matter what she needs, just

Text call or shoot a flaming arrow to the east"

Whatever, my name sake is Sylvia Plath

She's onto something that I'm tryna to grasp

I noticed all my heroes are dead

It often seems reality is a trap

[Chorus]

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather

[Verse 2]

I had a time and saw the world flicker out is was odd

And V is laughing as i'm taking too long and get caught

It ain't cold, i feel lost on a road that don't cross

I'm talkin' right at the dog, although the dog didn't talk

Although he's looking right at me, he might be tagging along

I'm just kidding but I'm not, I ain't pickin up when you call

Sorry, it's been a weird half of a day, then

I look at the time and it's like 8 in the AM

I think I'm maybe okay

I got my head in my hands, I saw a death and a wake

I think I barely made it, I almost don't feel like shit

At the thought of losing lives that I love and can't kick

I'm a goblin

[Post-Verse]

I always wake up feelin' like I'm still asleep

Got a chronic case of thinkin' that the world's on repeat

[Chorus]

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather

Uh, it's a surreal kinda summer

I got crushed when the chemicals kick and wanna wonder

I saw my face melt, now I feel better

Though l sobered up in Floridian weather