[Verse 1]

Uh, why won’t you talk to me? But why does it matter?

Why am I always inclined to invite in the latter?

Hesitant in my keyboard, I try to type every word slow

Not looking for flow today so much as I am to show that I am numb

That I know that it won’t last

I have come undone as quickly as we hold hands and as very suddenly as we let go

We both know that this road that we are taking is a road built for that chance defeat

And yet together as discreet as we can, we will try our very best to rebuild our last deceit

So we love to lie, hate the truth because the truth hurts

And we know the lie is a truce we try to live in silence

Without any violence, I know that I should have the problems

My body’s not been damaged physically, yet I still feel awful

The courage I know it takes to demonstrate indifference to the wind, in the eye of the storm

So far away I’m isolated by the one person I want to be with, the ghetto, the idea, the dream

The image of perfection, I’m protecting my very own vision of [?] pass and to soon become my ultimate mission

Is to try to defend my home against the cosmos in my mind

To extract me from what will make me hurt to what will hold me behind

Keep myself blind to the pain, knowing that the patience will eventually reign

[Chorus]

So now we stand on board

The knees on a mirror’s edge

While wasted time with dread

While one of us are happy

The other’s sad

So now we stand on board

The knees on a mirror’s edge

While wasted time with dread

While one of us are happy

The other’s sad

[Verse 2]

And now I stand with my aim steadfast

Knowing full well that my time will eventually pass

I will soon be able to wield the power of choice

And decide once and for all who gets to own my inner voice

And on that day, I hope that you’re a distant picture

Because recently, you think you’ve let your lack of presence [?]

The part that I will one day, love cannot be stained by this experience

And that you never meant to stain my trust but you did indirectly or not and now I’m left to pick up the pieces

You can just hope that I’m not mentally lost

But how can I help myself?

I feel I’m not myself, intox as hell, when the fox is well, when no matter [?] I was ever gonna stop this hell

So lay it on a page, pining like an animal

Looking over lyrics, fucking whining like an individual

A never-ending narrative and I pity my being

‘cause [?] how you love, I numb myself from feeling

[Chorus]

So now we stand on board

The knees on a mirror’s edge

While wasted time with dread

While one of us are happy

The other’s sad

So now we stand on board

The knees on a mirror’s edge

While wasted time with dread

While one of us are happy

The other’s sad

[Verse 3]

Exaggerating? Perhaps

But there’s always gonna be a catch whatever the heart attacks

So yes I guess I do love you even to this day

But it doesn’t mean what you think it should mean, the worship probably say

Because you never really start loving someone

It’s either that you never did or you always will

So I love you as a person, yeah, I love you as a mad laugh

Crazy silly friendship and all the facetious chat back

Yeah I want that back, shit, we had to label it anything

‘cause in my opinion, it just seemed [?]

But now we have proven together that that which is broken evidently can’t be fixed

Thinking about you, it always makes me feel uneasy

How easy was it really for you to emotionally please me?

I’m reading the same book over and over again

Even though I love this story, I know how it ends