[Verse 1]

I can’t stomach or digest it, why am I invested?

Sick questions, heart hurt, cardiac arrested

This chick has me chewin’ on my pen cap

Pen raps ‘bout how the friend stat breaks if it’s bent back

I get that it’s unfair, because even to me

Clarity is unclear

Living without a care, I gotta stop these thoughts

You’re an inkblot, what I’m seeing is what I think not

A brink plot, feelin’ fallen like autumn leaves

I oughta leave but that’ll prolly be

Mistaken as a loss to me

Love drunk, breathalyzed

Made a mess of lesser ties

Just to impress my left chest

It’s regrets with best kept goodbyes

Now that’s a good lie, and she just stood by

Maybe she just needs a good guy that would try

[Hook]

All left everything, waitin’ til she’s left everything

It’s better if you leave but I’m better when you’re here

Better when you’re gone, please listen clear

[Verse 2]

You don’t understand, you’re the reason for my art

We were young, but I saw right now from the start

And our past, something I can’t see past

To leave that would mean my scars gotta recede fast

Unnecessary spite for guys treating you right

‘Cause I see it like, why ain’t that light

On me?

I mean it’s cliché to say “girl of my dreams”

But it fits the definition, ‘cause you ain’t what you seem

But it’s changin’, best kept secrets remain stainless

Lest we forget my prior engagements

Feelin’ my feelings can’t be killed

Tryna conceal by fillin’ ‘til they sayin’

“Don’t spill”, it gives me chills

And you never been the type to tell me what I wanna hear

But now the choice words I’m looking for are unclear

[Hook]

All left everything, waitin’ til she’s left everything

It’s better if you leave but I’m better when you’re here

Better when you’re gone, please listen clear

[Outro]

Maybe I’m crazy, crazy enough to ponder if’s and maybe’s

Chasing the taste of us like it’s a fifth of Bailey’s

It cut my inside like a bay leaf, I stayed bay deep

In a phase bleak, that could breach what I wanna lose least

So it stays on loose leaf, never resenting what’s right

Woke up to the smell of today, and the scent of my wife