When I’m feeling so low, I deal with it solo

Carefree living from a distance, but the road’s closed

Apparently too vocal

Spare it if it’s social

World Jay Garrick, living careless, but I’m stuck in slow mo

Normalcy’s a no go, normally I show no

Sight of livin’ in fight or flight

But tonight I’m snappin’ photos

That’s for show though, I need show dough

More promo, tryna be that team logo rocked by Tony Romo

She’s bringing out the worst, but shit, I might let her

Start every verse tryna explain life better

Lately I’ve been learning to say no better

In fair weather, feelin’ like I should know better

Tryna hold it together, pull at my strings

Prayin’ for the fame that the darkness brings

I know you give a fuck, cuz I just proved it

John Daniel, if you wanna know who’s the new shit

[Hook]

Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim

If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him

Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call

Loyal to my mind, for that I’ll take the fall

[Verse 2]

Yeah, Phil, the air is real intrusive

Every guy walks away from that bitch feelin’ stupid

I used to walk the halls, being someone that I’m not at all

Never taking calls, it’s better if they’re uninvolved

End up missing tryna acquire thick skin

Dismiss it, admire that they’re listenin’

Beneath the surface, nerves released and workin’

I’m still me, just not the preferred version

They say I’m chill, I find it hard to believe

But I don’t know who’s been deceived

It’s either them or me

Countin’ every time I breathe, I never felt free

I gave hell free to those that ever helped me

Somedays I need time, some there’s not enough

I give you my all, never mind a fuck

Somedays I need space, some there’s too much

Leave it in the dust, I need a new crutch

[Hook]

Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim

If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him

Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call

Loyal to my mind, for that I’ll take the fall