Self-Obsession

By Johan Kolt

On Self-Obsession

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[VERSE 1]

So many opened eyes

And what you feel inside?

Just self-persuation

That it's all allright

No drama every day

But you're so insecure -

Forgetting all the pain

With legal flaming cure

At night your are a queen

But all the day you're pawn

And looking for a shadow

Just to hide your soul

As empty as the bottle

At the morning floor

The shower cannot clean

Dirt that you can't ignore


[PRE-Chorus]

Fake

The feeings till you have no one

Make

Decision never be someone

Kill

The future that you can't control

Self-

Obsession makes you lose it all


[Chorus]

No!

Never clean this up!

It's a falling that you cannot stop!

Everything will never be alrIght

It's in vain - to cry, in vain - to hide

No!

Never coming back!

Only waiting for another check

No salvation for your broken mind -

Your obsession made you live in dirt and lie!


[VERSE 2]

Your detachment

Make you feel okay

Till the morning

Opens door you say -

It's another you

Who lose herself

You're so confident

But you're split in half

So many times you lie

To parents and boyfriend -

Peretending sleep at night

But time just slips like sand

And mirror tells you're worsen

From a day to day

Fake smile will never help you

Feel okay again


[PRE-Chorus]

Fake

The feeings till you have no one

Make

Decision never be someone

Hold

Yourself from any inner fight

Self-

Obsession's killing you inside!


[BRIDGE]

Stop believing that you can get out -

They see you through, you can scream out loud -

No one can hear, no one who cares

They know you'll never find another place


[Chorus]

No!

Never clean this up!

It's a falling that you cannot stop!

Everything will never be alrIght

It's in vain - to cry, in vain - to hide

No!

Never coming back!

Only waiting for another check

No salvation for your broken mind -

Your obsession made you live in dirt and lie!

Lie!

Lie!

Lie!