[Verse 1]

She used to call me up and care

Used to be my angel there but now

I write this eulogy 'cause she's gone

I'll contemplate this at dawn, what now?

[Pre-Chorus 1]

So I grew older

And my heart grew colder

Now I don't have crushes anymore

And I hope you're okay

Sorry had no bouquet for ya

Think I better just disappear

[Chorus]

I sit in my beanbag

I think I'm getting mad

At myself

For letting you go

Holding my pillow

Have I even grown?

And I can't tell

If I just fell or am I still so immature

Oooh

I'm so simple

Oooh

Always dwindle

'Causе I let you go

Yeah

Oooh

Dreaming of

Youu

Somеthing's up

But all I can do

Is sit in my beanbag

Sit in my beanbag

[Verse 2]

Crush my heart

I'll impart

That it hurt me so

I want you to know

That I'm just scared

[Pre-Chorus 2]

So I was foolish

Now I'm in an abyss

Of my own fears and identity

'Cause you're still so pretty

I joined a committee

That'll help me sentimentally

[Chorus]

I sit in my beanbag

I think I'm getting mad

At myself

For letting you go

Holding my pillow

Have I even grown?

And I can't tell

If I just fell or am I still so immature

Oooh

Mind is brittle

Oooh

Just a little

'Cause I let you go

Yeah

Oooh

Dreaming stopped

Oooh

Something's up

But all I can do

Is sit in my beanbag

Sit in my beanbag