I don’t need a paramour

But I’d like one

Someone who I’d die for

Isn’t that overdone?

It’s so easy for all my friends

Guess my feelings are just too dense

I don’t need a paramour

But I’d like one

I don’t need a hook up

That’s my not deal

I’m too serious with love

I still need time to heal

I know you’d say it’s been a while

But there’s a vacancy in my smile so

I don’t need a hook up

Though sometimes I’d like one

I’d like one

I don’t need another mirror as a reminder

That my weight won’t change even if I am kinder

Do you watch it fluctuate

While you wait for your tinder update

I don’t need anothеr mirror as a reminder

That I’m not you

I don’t need another friеnd to fill a void

How it makes me feel when they talk about their new boy

Stuck in same old escapes

Hiding pain in all I embrace

I don’t need another friend to put before myself again

Please don’t think I’m selfish

This is nothing but a cry for help

Please don’t think I’m helpless

I have yet to help myself