[Verse 1: A BA$H]

You don’t know where I been at

Or how I’m still intact

Like PTSD I keep getting flashbacks

For times I ain’t had none

I just follow my dream cuz my heart l can’t trust now

Been hurt way too much now

Said you wouldn’t leave so bitch where you at now

My heart is on frost now

Yeah, yeah

I am the greatest you ever seen do this

Legend in the making my life is a movie

Too many pains and wrongs

I put on a song so ya could see how I go through it

Like when it rains it pours, on my dead and gones

I put my hunnid in this music

Money can’t change me now, the fame can not

I keep it 10 toes with my people

Mess with the gang and I turn to a reaper

My shooters got aim like like they got heat seekers (bow)

I need checks on my name like checks on my sneakers

If it’s Bash with the gang they play in their speakers

Yeah, yeah

I wanted the fame, I wanted the money

Imma do anything else for it

[Bridge: Joey Jester]

Shaking my head

Don’t say anything less than the price of my heart

They feeding the flame for all of the hate

I gotta stay in the dark

No strings attached

I cut all my ties

They left me for dead

It is what it is

No need for goodbyes

You said what you said

[Verse 2: Joey Jester]

Forgive and forget (forgive and forget)

I live in regret (I live in regret)

I did what I could, it came up and went

But why I'm still getting upset

They speaking they mind but don’t know what’s going through mine

A sign of the times

Constantly under the pressure of making vendettas

With people who really thought lesser of me (lesser than me)

Better keep sipping ya tea

Might as well press and delete

Lost in the world like I’m another memory

Keep getting thrown in the past they won’t let me be

Made some decisions that threw me into this dimension

Lack of reception can’t get any sleep

Flashback, setback, bashing myself for defeat

Stuck in my dreams I’m convinced

Aw shit I'm calling it quits (quits)

Stuck in a life where everything’s gone wrong

But I can’t reminisce (no)

I’m living a nightmare

I’m making adjustments

I’m just tryna function

Without all the ruckus

[Outro: Joey Jester]

I keep on getting these flashbacks

I keep on getting these flashbacks

I keep on getting these flashbacks