Released on April 1, 2018

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(Verse 1)

They say nothing last forever

No matter what the weather, no matter how much you try

The leaves are dry, the leaves are aching for thirst

I'm from where the cold wind blows and it just gets worse

Holes in my shirt, holes in my sweater vest

Take a peek you creep and you’ll see my heart’s distressed

There's rips and tears but nobody ever stares

I said it I’m transparent I cannot be seen for what I mean

(Hook)

It's a nightmare that we living if they tryna kill ya dream, I'm deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous

(Verse 2)

I’m out of place and I lack faith

And I lack motive, And I lack taste

And I lack the pride I just put it aside

Cuz when the spotlight’s on I just try to hide

What you know bout the world? Cuz Im tryna touch the sky

What you know about ya feelings? Cuz you never seem to cry

Tears in my eyes, that's a build up

So much pain I’ll have a mop bucket filled up

A penny for ya thought so it sticks in ya brain

Ya only want the green that's why we never have change

Things stay the same and alotta ya complain

Quick to point fingers but ya never say a name

Snitches get stitches if they do it for pleasure

I’m a brown boy pirate tryna find the treasure

I can never say whatever cuz I know better, Imma go getter

Even if the sun’s down, I gotta prove

Even if I’m up now, I gotta lose

Even if the sun’s down, I gotta prove

Even if I’m up now, I gotta lose

(Hook)

It's a nightmare that we living if they tryna kill ya dream, I'm deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous

Falling to the ground make no sounds, I’m deciduous