[Verse]
What’s up with it? What time is it?
The bell’s tolling all around me, but I don’t know which chime it is
I don’t know if I’m obliged to this
Too locked in this to resign to this
I don’t wanna face my crimes, cousin, ‘cus my penance is a life sentence
Remember when I was the rhyme menace?
High winds, a malign tempest
Y’all didn’t wanna see my prime tested
Wise irredentist, I declined tenants
Hygienist, y’all got washed, peasants
Biochemist, I applied repellent
High lieutenant, y’all were my apprentices
Y’all appellants to my senate, and
Life is a destination, but now I’m starting to feel that my climb’s finished
Finish climbing, don’t diminish mine
‘Cus I’m still in line till the line’s finished
The finish line, I’m bribing it
Had to book it like a flight ticket
The longer that I stay away, the more that I’m made to pay, that’s time’s interest
Family loan never financed
Mama asking, “Boy, where your mind went?”
Papa mad, he ain’t say nothing, but I can tell by how his eye glanced
Pray to God with entwined hands
In the timelapse as my reel winds back
I don’t wanna see the devil and my mind dance
Maybe I don’t wanna have my gun cocked in this
Wanna get in touch with God’s crescent
Don’t wanna rap another lied sentence
Hurt buried where my pride camps
Fright trapped in a flytrap
Where the tide ran was my prison
No more light to reflect on my decisions
Let alone, on my vision
I tread alone on my mission
My villain was my perspective on it
Life’s a song, and I set the tone
Don’t forget the strength I built when I was on
Don’t forget the strength I built when I was on
Hope you understand me when I fall
Hope you understand me when I fall
Hope you miss me once I’m gone
Hope you miss me once I’m gone
Yours truly, Joe