[Verse 1]

I got stage fright, last time i got on stage the motherfuckin' host didn't get my name right, thanks for that wrong foot to get started on

I should kick your ass to the beat when my song come on

I'm mad as hell today i don't know what's bugging me

Mrs misery loves fuckin my company she's schizophrenic having

Orgies every other week in couples therapy with my multiple personalities

Shit most people have an ego me i got several people though speaking on a frequent note. say hello to my man Devon met him in forth grade when i was ten eleven, he's a real lil devil let me tell u what he tells me

Yo joe mess with the teachers head repeat what she just said I'm tryna read instead

Already wanna beat him dead, he's everywhere (where) in my closet and beneath my bed. saying I'm a fool and I'm ugly, got me believing and thinking nobody loves me

Turning me against myself and everybody else

Saying that he's tryna help but if i ever felt slightly suicidal he was quick to tryna find a belt ironically when i was twelve i hung myself by accident, for two minutes then it all went black all i heard was Devon pulling me in my back from heaven, follow me to hell don't leave me hanging promise that I'll treat u better if u come with me I'm begging please, woke up with a blue neck, two breaths from death i look up i see Devon is vex as fuck i start swinging at him but my punches go right through him I'm looking like a fool running in and out him, even more so to the people around me saying that i was shadow boxing in thin air when they found me

[Chorus]

Behind the scenes everything ain't what it seems

Hay maybe its all a dream

Reality show but I don't know if I'm living in a fantasy though

Behind the scenes everything ain't what it seems

Hay maybe its all a dream

Reality show but I don't know if I'm living in a fantasy though

[Verse 2]

I got another friend named Steven

I call him Steven the demon

He appeared from nowhere when I was 13 catching my first beating

He's 7 feet tall always screaming

Leaning in my ear with heavy breathing

Don't ever let anyone fuck with you like that

If somebody hits you, you hit 'em back

Matter fact grab whatever's in sight even a motherfucking knife

Understood that, right?

He only comes out when he feel like people disrespect me

Here's an example last week, I was ordering food in a good mood til the dude in charge behind the register he seemed kinda rude

I asked him:

"Yeah, I'm hungry as hell the whopper or the double cheese which ones the quickest?"

He laughed then he sighed, and said "Well it's burgers so they take the same amount of time to fry"

People in the next que laughing looking at me funny

Pay 'em no mind while I'm digging for my money

Okay gimmie the whopper, large fries and a diet coke

Still fired up from that previous joke he said that I'll be seventy five, turning his back telling his co-worker "Large fries and a diet coke how ironic is that?"

SNAP, Steven reacts eyo u fat faggot i asked for the fastest one hoping it was already done maybe your ass is to fat to go and get that

Laughing on my expense ha matter fact i want my money back

Climbing the counter gripping his neck attacking him like gimmie my shit

Eyo I hate it when he takes over my body and i start shaking

Waving in frustration at anybody in my face

Hyperventilating my heart racing and Steven exaggerating this whole situation

Then he slowly disappears heading home to calm down in the crib with Sara the sinner

Scary as ever she only appears when I mess with her twin sister, Mary whatever Jane of pain

Is in my brain saying I'm insane and that's when i feel ashamed

Joe, baby what's wrong? did u have a bad day?"

Still not an excuse for you to behave that way, maybe u need therapy Instead of me, NO I want u I mean I need u

Without u I'm evil

With u I'm remorseful, sympathetic

Oh so that evens out the paranoid you?

But being apologetic doesn't necessarily do u no good if u don't learn something from it

See if u ahh fuck it let me go to sleep, hopefully I'll wake up with a boner and a sexy ass freak

[Chorus]

Behind the scenes everything ain't what it seems

Hay maybe its all a dream

Reality show but I don't know if I'm living in a fantasy though

Behind the scenes everything ain't what it seems

Hay maybe its all a dream

Reality show but I don't know if I'm living in a fantasy though