Again

By Jodye Basco

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So we’re here again

(Alright, alright)

I’m off the pills again

(Alright, alright)

I’m ‘bout to spill again

I’m bleeding out, I need some aid, these bands not filling in

I’m in my feelings, I’m just not content with happiness

Happen to feel like all my content not immaculate

I, I get to scrapping it

Grapple with myself til I’m scratched by my darkest battles, shit

I’m off my battleship

Since Riri went and left me, it’s been breezy in my chambers

36 of these bitches couldn’t see me when I banged ‘em

Like I need some validation

Told her that I feel for her

To hear her say she fear that I’m just here to get a feel of her

She let me hit it anyway

21st Century sentry, I just can’t get away

Like I’m an old school type, stuck in a millennial's body

Feel like Zay, I got that coke flow, so I get a millennial bodied

Flirting with the brink, I’m drinking up, like yeah just fill my cup

You say think you had enough, but I live for getting fucked

Liver not even muddy, this shit about to bust

These niggas poppin like cysts, well I been into eating crusts

And that’s just temporary confidence

Some sex and cigarettes they get me in the spot but then

It’s back to black again, I was in my zeppelin

Led me to believe that I could rock shit off the page

But I been planted in my grief

There’s no stairway outta hell

This here looking like a landslide

Victories are things I reminisce about but can’t buy

Can I? Hold up

I got a call, my nigga’s passing by

He said there’s a party

Just forget it, let’s get litty right (right, right)

Show me some titties right (right, right)

But this not feeling right

And so I ask her can we get it right

She say stop the bitching ‘bout your issues, babe, just for the night

So we’re here again

(Alright, alright)

I’m off the pills again

(Alright, alright)

I’m ‘bout to spill again

I’m bleeding out, I need some aid, these bands not filling in