Released on September 9, 2022

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[Verse 1]

I feel sick

My organs bob about in the dark

In a mustard mist, in my stomach vase

Barely connected by the tubes, but it's dark

In my eggshell


[Verse 2]

If it were a baby, I'd name her Angst

And hold her tight in my chest

And she'd grow, from a small, hard stone

Into my own, the problem my own

That would disease everything, and everyone


[Verse 3]

When I birthed her, I birthed her red

When I met her, I cried the Styx for her

She came out crimson on the bathroom floor

With her baby wеight she kept me down

On thе blue linoleum

Hmm


[Verse 4]

She tortured me still

With the darkest spell

Fought about like forever and ever

She pulled on my hair, whispered in my ear

"You fucking love, you love to fuck, to fuck it up"

Fucking listen to her sing


[Outro]

This red cord

The baby grabbed the lump in my throat and pulled the cord

"This is wild," she said, "This is it, this is madness

Don't you love it? A lot's gonna change

Hear it, better believe it

Let it sink in as his Titanic rises

And the sun streams in whilst you're here hard on the floor

Behind the locked door and I'm wringed around your neck

He sinks, you float, but you don't"