[Verse]
Is it crazy to think that God put a ceiling to my potential
A blockage to all the possible accolades from my gifting
Countless times gave it all nothing would reach fruition
The people's choice many times and they pray success on my missions
What's their vision of success though, what to them is the best road
Why is it that I'm special if at all what's the measure
If ever I reach a level that their pleasure permits
Will it be sufficient still as far as my gifts
Just looking in retrospect on my life man it's a trip
How whenever I get close to something it disappears
Wish I could pick and choose these moments of pick-a-boo
When is it applicable, if ever applicable
To switch up the vision to what it was the humble genesis
Or the novice of thought in regards to finishing what's started
In the art of it the heart of this life
Is to make sure your target is right, aim and direction
Blaming a section of people will never teach you but keep you
From getting to where you need to embrace the struggle and peak through
See it through let it lead you and challenge the way you see too
Keep you a group of people that tell you the things you need too hear
Oppose to what you want to in the trenches
The war is the mind your fighting is instrumental
The war is the mind your fighting is instrumental
My war is in the mind I box with these instrumentals
Aching feeling like Achan hoping me and everything I own
Don't end up under stones from the sinning and repenting wrong
Penning songs only ends up long feel indifferent on
The way that it affects my inner centering not skin and bones
Killer zone murking all the bad intentions and ambition
Hoping i don't fit the script to scenes I can't envision
Ain't a feeling worst then unfinished with no redemption
Can't escape the tripping, ironic let's take a minute
Long hand stealing to leak what's not appealing in me
And so I pen it independent lay it out on the beat
And take it out on a hour of melodies and poetry
That's stored deep in my eyes
I ain't gon' stage a cry
Or fake a lie to appear realer'
This life is hard but I'm still living
Yeah, this life is hard but I'm still living
This life is hard but I'm still living