[Intro]

I don't know what to do

I'm stuck and I'm lost

I'm stuck in a hard place

I don't know what to do

I'm lost and I'm trapped

I'm too much to handle

I'm too much to handle I know this

You don't have to tell me twice, I noticed

And it's noted all over myself

[Verse 1]

They upon me my opponents I'm so on it

I could cry it out or own it my lonely want an annulment

I'm up at every hour petty looking to be sour

I possess all this power and go ghost when they a tower

Ever since they moved I removed from all these fools

I separated, regenerated, smiled and faked it, a tool

Became what I hated no genuineness embedded

I found whom I want be to wedded

All else failed I regret it

Forget it

[Verse 2]

It's awesome, I like what I like I floss it

The confidence of bosses, in tune with my wins and my losses

I lost you and I lost it, I'm honest while on this topic

I made a whole tape about you with no closure up in my optics

No closure up in my optics, applicants up in my office

Fuck it, gave up, I'm off this

Who else can really top this?

Been at the bottom for weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks

On weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks

How the fuck you the star of my dreams all week?

[Verse 3]

I know for a fact it's not me, people just don't care no more

People just go about they day, people just do not give a fuck about my lows

I guess I'm replaceable, disposable, unlikable

I should conform, I should know - I been here many times before

I'm not gonna beg if I'm a burden, I'mma write me off as unimportant

You got prior engagements, I'll be the pastor, I'll arrange it

Like, who am I to tell you to crawl to the feet of a nigga like me?

I ain't shit, ain't that, nor this, ignore me whenever I hit

[Hook 4x]

Probably your own reflection victim playing with them tears

[Verse 4]

I don't think about my future, I just don't think about it

How come I ain't never hit up if you really about me?

I know my standing, a too strong and so high handed

I'm trying to figure out how a non standard nigga is just so candid

Not that I can't stand it, well, now I'm lying

Now I'm up all night just fighting

Am I standing ground or flighting?

[Verse 5]

I'm showing suicidal signs I closed the blinds I'm not behind

I'm a lead on I'm just so kind so I'm inclined to impact minds

Putting those against me that I really want against me

If I fall hoping for death I wonder if my God will catch me

I could never do it

I love myself not to pursue it

Don't worry, go on your life shawty

If I talk too much you can leave my party

It's no hard feelings hardly

You can ride off in your Harley

I know my flaws I embrace 'em

I'll break 'em before I chase 'em

[Hook 4x]

Probably your own reflection victim playing with them tears

[Verse 6]

It went from class to couches then from some tears to laughing

It went from asses clapping then life had just so happened

Why am I holding on? I can't listen to certain songs

I feel misleaded and needed, why did God have to put me on?

I broke a heart just because mine was still in your hands

Feels is something I can't stand, I'm too conceited I just can't

I'm either annoying or you're boring or I'm lurking and you're working

In my story straight twerking ass because I know you'd laugh

[Outro]

Ain't lonely a lonely thing?

Don't you know what I could bring?

If you knew if I could think

You would be all on the brink

You talk and don't mean it

You look and don't see it

You ignore and you forget

No regrets no intercept